Terra-Essence Art

It's been a while since my last post. A lot of changes have taken place in my life. Too many, actually. It's kind of overwhelming and I'm surprised I handled any of it given the state I'm in. Emotional turmoil runs deep. Suffice it to say, I'm in a new place physically and mentally. I've finally adjusted and settled in to the point that I was able to finish some artwork. In terms of health, I've made some great strides. I can do more physically and I'm more housebound than bedridden. I still can't walk more than a minute without crumpling into a jittery, fucky goo pile xD All I can do is laugh at how ridiculous my body is reacting to the most normal of stimuli. I'll never underestimate the miracle that is basic fucking standing up ever again! Anyways.... I drew the original a couple months ago now, but just now have finished the coloring process. ..~Succumb~.. Torn far enough through the core Sedated, deranged stat...

...Paralysis... The horror of being pure consciousness trapped in a mortal coil that ignores your will. Made with prismacolors, graphite, and charcoal In my last post, I explained about my post viral fatigue. I colored and fleshed out my sketch and this is what I came up with:

It's been about two months that I've been struggling with covid-19 post-viral fatigue and who knows what else. Technically, I've been sick since mid-March, but it's only been in the past two months that I've been to the point where I'm essentially bedbound. It was worse a month ago, but I'm finally to the point where I can walk to the bathroom once a day by myself and open the curtains in my bedroom to let the sunlight in. Other than that, I'm in bed all day, unable to walk any farther than what I've just mentioned. Previously, I was unable to do anything but lay in bed and meditate. It was a struggle to even pick up my water bottle and eating knocked me out. Nowadays, I've got just enough strength to draw, write, or even sing. I'm optimistic I'll get better, it's just a slow as fuck process. I've learned to be patient and that results come weekly or even monthly, not daily. For anyone dealing with any sickness,  chronic or otherw...

I haven't posted in a long time, but it doesn't mean I haven't been doing anything :) Recently I've gotten into sculpting and jewelry making. I made two new sculptures. One is a replica of Majora's Mask: View this post on Instagram Majora's Mask Sculpture. Created from paper clay 🌹☠️ #claysculpture #clay #majorasmask #zelda #zeldafanart #art #artwork #sculpting #sculpture A post shared by Terra-Essence Art (@terra.essence.art) on Mar 6, 2020 at 8:14pm PST The other sculpture is a decorative, water element creature mask: View this post on Instagram ☠️ Water Element Decorative Monster Mask ☠️ I'm working on making some wearable masks! For now this is a decorative clay mask. #decorativeart #decorative #clay #mask #claymask #claysculpture #artwork #waterelement #monster #monstermask A post shared by Terra-Essence Art (@...

So recently I released a new album that's kinda shitty but whatever - I think the art's cool. I made the artwork, album art, and animation myself. I made a visualizer in After Effects. I've made a couple of other digital paintings recently. They can all be found on my ArtStation. I actually started a new merch shop on Teespring too. I'm still posting up different designs. For now I'm going to be experimenting with new sounds and creating new T-shirt designs. I really want to make more time for writing though! I want to complete more of my own original stuff X)