New drawing, titled Paralysis

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...Paralysis... The horror of being pure consciousness trapped in a mortal coil that ignores your will.

Made with prismacolors, graphite, and charcoal

In my last post, I explained about my post viral fatigue. I colored and fleshed out my sketch and this is what I came up with:

A being with a renaissance mind. I'm a visual artist, singer, writer, and an Otome VN game dev.

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