Random update: Poetry, Art, and Stuffs

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Wow, it's been Freakin' forever since I updated my blog. Simultaneously much and yet nothing has been happening - such is life. As usual, I'll speak about nothing to my imaginary audience:

I've still been struggling with my physical health a lot, but I feel that I'm finally in a good place mentally and in my relationships. I've no doubt I'm going to get better. In the meantime it's all about coping, convalescing, and conditioning my body where I can. I've finished a couple of paintings, composed a song, made a visualizer and have written quite a bit of poetry. I'll post as much as I can here, because why not overload this post with lots of stuff linked from my Instagram!?

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A being with a renaissance mind. I'm a visual artist, singer, writer, and an Otome VN game dev.

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